Date of Graduation
5-2025
Document Type
Thesis
Degree Name
Bachelor of Arts in English
Degree Level
Undergraduate
Department
English
Advisor/Mentor
Jensen, Toni
Committee Member
Burris, Sidney
Second Committee Member
D'Eugenio, Daniela
Third Committee Member
Brown, Mitch
Abstract
Confessions I Make to Myself is a deeply personal collection of poetry and fiction, reflecting my journey through grief, self-reflection, and growth. The collection is particularly influenced by the passing of my grandfather, whose support for my musical and literary endeavors shaped much of my life. Many of the poems explore themes of loss, family, and relationships, while others reflect on introspective moments during my time abroad in Milan, Italy. The work also addresses personal struggles with anxiety, self-image, and a recent medical diagnosis, capturing the experience of being a young woman navigating the challenges of 2025.
The poetry in this collection draws inspiration from renowned poets such as Mary Oliver, Walt Whitman, and Emily Dickinson, whose works have shaped my approach to honesty, self-reflection, and experimentation with form. Additionally, the short story "Disclosed" showcases my exploration of narrative and character development, influenced by the works of Marie-Helene Bertino and Taylor Jenkins Reid. This collection serves as a reflection of my growth as a writer, blending personal experiences and literary influences to create a space for connection and healing.
Keywords
Self-reflection, grief, love, travel, romance, self-image
Citation
Sotlar, I. R. (2025). Confessions I Make to Myself: A Collection of Poetry & Prose. English Undergraduate Honors Theses Retrieved from https://scholarworks.uark.edu/engluht/25